Some Words About Me
My Awesome Story
In my childhood, I was really passionate about electronics. I was an introvert and a person with less confidence. But I loved to learn and explore new things. I was playing with electronics, magic, drawing, etc. But I don't know when did I lose my passion to learn. I was an average student in terms of the so-called grade-based educational study. But, I had some extra activities like computer sales and services during my school days and also I have sold newspapers, graphic designing, web development, etc. I have a very supportive family. I was attracting most of the things in my life which I needed, but I was attracting some bad things too and it was completely miserable. It's because, like most people, even I lacked the purpose in life. It is a situation where People no longer know who they really are, it was the same with me too, I felt my skills as unworthy. I was feeling powerless within. I had fear for everything, I tend to start something and give up early, and was leading a life of a mediocre. I was thinking once I get a job my life will be full of joy and happiness. But After getting a job my life became 100 times more miserable.
I was stuck with hopelessness, fear, anxiety, depression, chronic headaches, insomnia, and other diseases. End of the day I ended up with a Lack of fulfillment.
I believed that I had some powers but I was unaware of the real power that lied within me. Because I was always looking outside to find me, and not within me.
As Rumi said:
"The universe is not outside of you.
Look inside yourself;
Everything that you want,
You already are"
Somehow I started looking within me after getting too many hits from The Universe. I believed that the problems in your life are the keys to unlock someone else's happiness.
I had tons of problems, the main one was I was not happy and my life was miserable. At one point of my life, I had only two options either die ( suicide) or live only my life (not others).
Option one was very easy for my body, but my soul didn't allow me to do that. I'm so grateful for the universe and my soul for protecting me from it.
So now I was left with only one option that is to live my own life. I didn't know how to do that, and I knew it will be difficult. And by this time I was in a rain, heavy rain of problems. I didn't know how these were coming into my life? I felt like problems were attracting me like honey attracts bees.
So during this rain, I started thinking, how can I change? How can I live my life? By Now I was in a flood of problems, even I didn't know how to swim but somehow I started, otherwise, I may die. So I started attending public speaking sessions and I joined a group with similar mindset people who were also trying to find or improve themselves.
So every week we were meeting once and just used to have some tea talks and brainstorming. 😉 That would be my recharging time for the next week.
Now I slowly started understanding that I too have some control over my life. And I started enjoying my life little bit. But it didn't stick so long. Again I met with a tsunami of problems. After that, my transformation was super fast. Within few years I got multiple 360-degree shifts in my life. Now I'm so happy about everything in my life. I got an "I'm enough" attitude.
I learned and implemented many strategies and systems in my life and it was a huge success.
Now I started understanding verses from Holy Qur'an:
…God intends for you ease and does not intend for you hardship… (2:185)
God does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity… (2:286)
From this, we can understand God or Universe itself wants to make things easy, and it does not want to place difficulty on us beyond our capacity.
So, till now I thought The God or the Universe was making all these difficulties but now I am realizing he doesn't intend Hardship or difficulties. Then who is making problems?
So, am I making problems?
Am I making things difficult?
Now the hidden computer Hacker in me came out.
Now I know that I have more control over my life and if I can crack the program or decode or reverse engineer how the universe works then it will be easy to achieve things in my life, also I can teach this to other people so that they can also live an extraordinary life.